Tuesday, June 30, 2009'♥
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seriously , i did not believe whatever that had happened todae ? i beg you ? i did not believe it really happened . but what can i do ? i cant lie myself . i need you . i nnoe i had made you suffer but i promise that this will be the last tyme ! i promise . i noe all this while you had suffer just becoz of me . i didnt mean to say , ' what the HELL ? ' . seriously . please belive me . please . i hope you will think bout it . i had never beg a guy before . i m doing all this becoz i really love you . i m not shame to sae all this coz everyone has their own feelings . our memories ? i cant forget it . those laughter , happiness , sadness , joyness we had togather ? i miss all that . please , juz give me that 1 chance . for almost 1 year plus , u had sacrifice becoz of my attitude . i noe that . BUT , for this last tyme i m seriously begging you . give me one last chance . this is what i will do if you want to noe how i change :> i will spent tyme wif you > i wont ignore you > i will either go home wif you OR go home alone > i will love you throughout my heart> i will be caring towards you > i will alwaes be wif you if you are in trouble or need help> i will only share my probs wif you please , give me 1 last chance . last tyme , i alwaes told people to help me to talk to you . but have you notice something ? i talk to you by myself . i told you how i felt . all the tears ? it is the tears of what i had done to you . please . i really need you . I MISS YOU ! I MISS YOU ! I MISS YOU ! I MISS YOU ! I MISS YOU ! I MISS YOU ! I MISS YOU ! I MISS YOU ! I MISS YOU !
Monday, June 29, 2009'♥
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i seriously feel something was wrong ! it seems that i had a weird feeling ? oh no ! dont sae that i really **** him ? but , seriously it made me weak in front of him . mayb i cant lie myself . *benci tapi sayang* . i regret . but , am i really in the wrong ? or him ? he accused me without knowing anything & when i wanted to explain to him , he said that i scolded him ? huh ? what did i do ? argh !leaving you is seriously hurtful for me . i got to admit this . i **** you ! maybe we need time for each other . ouh ya ! sowie for hurting your heart if you really think that i had done so . i was damn shocked to see you juz now . i wanted to talk to you , but i m scared that you wont talk to me . I NOE THAT YOU MIGHT BE READING THIS . i can lie myself coz it really hurts . i will always remember bout you . no matter what happens . our memories ? ya , i still remember it . i dont noe why i cant forget bout it . lastly , only HUSH HUSH song can explain my feelings to you . so , why dont you try to listen to the song ? ouh ya ! juz to let you noe . mayb i should say sowie first . but , it really HURTS when you sae bad about my dad . i dont want you to be eaten by your own words & i m scared that it will really happen to you one day ! you dont noe what it feels without a father . guyys . sowie for not updating . todae , the school ( 2 nd semester ) starts . i want to start a new leaf ! i really want to study hard & prepare well for my exams . i had promised mummy that i will study hard if she let me join soccer . hehe . by this tyme , i want to get ready for sec 4 . i m so happy coz mummy had bought for me a soccer boot ! thanx mummy . i promise you tat i will study hard k ! SENGKANG PUNGGOL FC ! i will be yours . cant wait to go for the training ! siti , join ar . hehe . btw , juz now went tampines with FIDI , SHAKILA , NATASHA , HANISAH & EFAH ! we really had a great tyme togather ! guys , thanx for cheering k ! love you all the most ! k la . nothing much to talk about . tired ar . hope to tell you guys more tmrw k ! byebye . tc .
Saturday, June 27, 2009'♥
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in the morning , help mummy . den , get ready to go for the AYG ( asean youth games ) ! the preview was so wow ! damn fun . but too bad . our school only 8 people go . plus the teachers , only 2 people . was so little BUT we were one of the best who shouted out of our throat ! can you imagine ? the 1st AYG will be held in SINGAPORE ! arent you guys happy bout it ? if you arent , den , i think that you are the worst person in SINGAPORE ! ya . the performance in the indoor stadium was very interesting . love it man ! when it ends , i was felt a bit sad coz that may be the last opening ceremony that i will be attending . hmpf ! nvm . it ends around 5+ pm . reached school at 6 ? ya . called mummy & told her that i will be waiting for her at bedok inter . waited for her bout more than half an hour . can you imagine ? was a bit fed up BUT nvm ! den , went to eat coz i was damn starving . after eating we planned to visit my grandfather . den , i told mummy that i want to take a walk at bedok inter coz i dont wan to go home first . very boring you noe ! hehe . LOL . den , mummy bought some vegetables to cook for tmrw ! after all that , we decided to go home . called FIDI to tell her bout tmrw ! she will be coming to my house tmrw ! cant wait to see her ! miss her damn badly siaa ! currently msging BEN & chatting with FIDI!my neighbour juz came back from JAKARTA ! miss her ! she bought for me & mummy 1 clothe each ! thank you neighbour ! love you !byebye ! tc !
Friday, June 26, 2009'♥
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msg KILA in the morning to asked her several questions . after that , mummy went out to see the doctor . i started to get ready & waited for mummy's call . when she had given me a call , we planned to meet at bedok inter . we wanted to go popular . suddenly my cuz called & said that something happened . so , nvm . after that , headed to tamp inter & walk around the tamp mall . searched for the popular . went in to buy colour papers , plain white paper for printing & many more . after paying , mummy decided to eat long john silver ! wooohooo ! delicious . yumyum ! hehe . LOL . den , bought a new handphone string . den , headed back to bedok inter . when we reached inter , mummy wanted to go to the furniture shop to ask what is the cost of the bed ? den , walk back & went to the shop at sportslink ! you guys noe what ? i juz did not believe that i had asked mummy 1 question ? ' mummy , can i join soccer (sengkang punggol fc) ? ' . she was a bit SHOCKED but she says that she is scared if i join soccer den my studies dropppp ! i was too confident to tell her coz FIDI had already join the club & she told me to join too ! i was so eager & did not knew i had asked mummy bout soccer . i thought that she wont give me the permission , but , the answer she replied to my quest was a bit of shocking ! i told her that i will study hard & IF my exams droppp , i will quit soccer ! argh ! nvm ! den , she sae ok but she have to think it again . so i said , OK ! i give u time to think ! i really hope she gives me the permission to join ! please mummy ! atleast for this tyme ! so , after that , went back home . went for religious class den went to eat with family . yumyum ! hehe . LOL ! currently msging ben & watching tv ! byebye ! tc ! ouh ya ! not forgetting ! tmrw i & the rest of the C cube members will be attending the opening ceromony of Asean Olympic Games (AYG) ! jyeah !!!!FIDI ! : heyy gerl ! take a good rest k ! eat your medicine & atleast eat something before that ! i will alwaes be there for you k ! i will be visiting u to your house tmrw ! cant wait to see u ! gd nitex FIDI ! lurp u gerl !
Thursday, June 25, 2009'♥
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our group is the BEST ! we got the 2nd position ! jyeah !
we took this when we first reached at the museum ! 
she is jelous when i take picture with others . so , this is for you shaza ! since i had to go to school for workshop from 1 to 6 pm , so , help my mum to arrange her clothes as her hands are injured . at 11.45 am went out from house to meet ben , sara , juniour & shawn . they wanted to do their art workk . i think soo . hehe . LOL . for me , i was so stressed thinking bout the science project . have not start anything yet & have to hand in this monday . ARGH ! nvm . so , saw BEN at the tunnel den , he waited for me & go to school togather . when reached school , found out that the library was so closed . so , planned to go bubble tea . BEN was so funny . have you guys tried ' chocolate mix with mango ice blend ? ' well , BEN had tried it & you guys can asked him what the taste was like ! hehe . omg ! i wont try that for all my life although that is the only drink i have ! hehe ! den , saw shaza & min , waited for them as they went to the shop . after that , shake hand with ben , sara & junior . headed off to school . in school , saw kila , choo , efah & nat . ouh ya ! not forgetting ! saw , the stupid guy ! haha . board the bus den saw hawa . wave towards her & off the bus go ! MUSEUM tyme ! i really thought that it will be them bored . but when we reached there , it was damn fun . we had challenging activities that need to vs with other groups . my groups > me , isma , yasmin & shaza . the power people ! haha ! LOL ! den , got 1 tyme that we had to find a patner to do some DEBATE games . so , shaza was wif yasmin . den , i wif isma . it was so funny especially mardhiah . hehe . not forgetting also that there is a big IPOD . omg ! very big ! we took pictures over there also . after everything was over , we board the bus again , & headed back to school . we was so damn hungry so we thought of going to the bubble tea & eat . at the bubble tea there was > me , isma , yasmin & shaza . we had our private talk there while eating . ya , only the 4 of us noes . SECRET !
i think thats all for todae k ! very tired already ! will be updating more tmrw ! byebye ! tc !
oh no ! holidayy is gonna END ! hmmm .
:)
currently msging BEN !
Tuesday, June 23, 2009'♥
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miss FIDI !
went to school early in the morning , & reached school at 7.30 am . was so early & waited for the rest to come . todae , got leadership training . was a bit funny coz we had some jokes . ouh ya ! all of us got scolded from the instructor & u noe wat ? she tore the mahjong paper that we had put in lots of effort into it ! but actually , it was also our fault because we did not follow the rules & instruction that was given . hmmm . but it really taught us a lesson ! ya ! den , after getting scolded , we had our fun again . went out of school & buy food to eat ! was damn hungry siaa ! argh ! at 2.00pm den get to eat . but nvm . the important thing is we had lots of fun ! tmrw also we have the leadership training ! so , mayb meeting someone before going to school . hehe ! k la . thats all for todae k . no mood ar . tired . hope to update more tmrw !
currently msging ben & someone !
byebye !
good nitex !
tc !
Monday, June 22, 2009'♥
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todae ? was really a suspicious dayy ! it started lyke this . FIDI & me decided to meet each other since we had not meet for a long tyme . so , we met at the shop around 11.20 am . i gave the birthdae present to her & den had our breakfast . after that , we went to the open space near my block & play soccer since FIDI had a soccer ball . we practice around & took a video of FIDI climbing a high wall . doesnt mean she is short , she cant do it ! den , planned to go to the exercise corner & do some exercise . when we were chit chatting , FIDI asked wether wanna go to the street soccer as there is no one there . so i thought , hmm , ok ! we were walking den , suddenly , a suspicious looking old man wearing white old fashion short & a stripe shirt with white hair was looking us in a suspicious way ! when we played soccer in the street soccer , the old man was still there looking at us ! omg ! what the hell he wants ? we decided juz to ignore . afetr playing , we went to a shop to buy 'bandung air-batu' . i told FIDI to sit under my block . at my block , when i was playing with the soccer ball , i saw something is wrong with FIDI's face . i asked her what happened & she said that the old man was there & was doing something towards her ! can you imagine ! i was lyke , omg ! he followed us until my block ? oh no ! he was staring at us . if you guys take a looked at FIDI's face , you would be laughing coz she was damn scared . i told her that she did not need to worry coz there are people surrounded us . suddenly , the old man was gone ? we decided not to think bout it again . after we took pictures , i was looking around & suddenly , the old man was looking at us from far at the next block ! arghhhh ! den , FIDI started to feel more scary . the old man , walked towards another block to the other but his face was still looking at us ! FIDI planned to go to the shop and we passed-by through the block that the old man was standing but he was not there ? can you guys imagine that ? hmmm . we was searching for the old man everywhere but he wasnt around . we planned to forget bout everything . at last ! the tyme was already 5.15pm , den i sent fidi at the bus stop & waited for the bus . said goodbye to her & stared at her face coz that is the last tyme that we can spent together during june holidays ! to fidi ! : i really hope you lyke the present i had given you ! i miss you so much gerl ! thanx for spending tyme with me during june holidaes ! i lurp u gerl ! SOCCER ! :)
Sunday, June 21, 2009'♥
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heyy ! i m back ! hmmm . i miss my trip badly siaa ! KLCC ! so wonderful . more better than singapore ! ya ! had a lot of fun there wif mother & bro !
i really enjoyed myself ! i used to have probs during this HOLIDAYS , so , wif this trip , all the problems in my mind are TOTALLY GONE ! jyeah ! hehe . thanx a million to my bro & mummy ! bro promised that we will go KL again next year ! cant wait !
i bought FIDI a present for her BIRTHDAE although i cant celebrate wif her ! so sowie !
Wednesday, June 17, 2009'♥
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oh no ! todae will be the last nite for blogging before i go to KL ! nvm ! i promise when i am back , i will straight away tell what happen in KL k ? so , todae was damn BORED ! hmmm . watching the INDONESIAN movie all the way . but , BEN was msging & at least i have someone to cheer me up ! thanx BEN ! i treat BEN as my bro & not more den that ! only STUPID PEOPLE will thing the NEGATIVE WAY ! hmmm . he will also be going overseas ! take care k BRO ! when you are BACK , msg me k ! sobsob* den , was so bored so went to FIDI's blog to take a look wether she had done her blogging . i find out that she MISS me ! hmmmm . I MISS U TOO FIDI ! she also promised me that she will call me before i go . omg ! tomorrow have to wake up at 5.45am & must be out from this house by 7am ! must reached JOHOR by 10.30 am if not the bus will left us behind ! hehe . i hope i will have lots of fun there ! ouh ya ! i had pomise FIDI that i will call her on her BIRTHDAE & i also promise that i will buy her a present ! i promise k FIDI ! hope to see you on 22nd june ! miss you gerl !to BEN ! : bro , thanx for the help k ! u really understand me ! i noe you wont force me rite ! i also want to sae THANK YOU for giving me advice juz now ! i will try my best to think bout it k ! ouh ya ! i hope you will have a GOOD & ENJOYABLE holidae k ! tc !
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TO ALL SPAMMERZ ! :* I DONT CARE BOUT YOU GUYZ K !* U GUYZ ARE JUZ KNOWN AS THE "PENGECUT" (DONT DARE TO TALK FACE TO FACE)* SPAMMERS ARE COWARDS & THAT IS THE FACT !* I DARE YOU GUYS TO TALK IN FRONT !* DONT DARE ? HAHAX ! > YOU GUYZ CAN BE CALLED AS "COWARD PIG" OR "BABI PENGECUT"THAT'S ALL FOR ALL PEOPLE THAT IS KNOWN AS SPAMMERS K !COWARDS !i did not even SAY that i m PRETTY ! so , you guys are so PAISEYYY ! hahax ! i am HAPPY wif watever GOD gives me !
SO , DONT BE PAISEYYY K ! COZ YOU CAN BE FOOLED BY YOUR OWN WORDS ! HAHAX !
Tuesday, June 16, 2009'♥
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!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAE HYDIR IDRIS !!!HYDIR, happy birthdae to u ! ouh ya ! congrats for the ANUGERAH ! the judges said tat U ARE THE BEST ! make sure u maintain the position k ! i will support u no matter wat ! u can do it ! try your BEST ! todae , went to visit my GRANDFATHER ! den , got one old man was SHOUTING lyke HELL ! he said in chinse tat my grandfather took his MEDICINE ! i think he damn CRAZY already seyy ! siowww ! he thinks my grandfather got nothing to do is it ? how can my grandfather walk i that condition ! aiyooooodehhhh ! nvm ! was happy to chat wif my grandfather as it was long tyme ago tat i visited him ! so , manage to MAKE HIM SMILE ! he wanted to BOX me as i did something to him ! hehe . very cute ! k den , after tat , mummy sae go to LONG JOHN & eat . i was lyke , haiiyaaa ! i wanted to watch the ANUGERAH 2009 den , she want to go & eat ! hmmmm . nvm la ! mummy's sake ! so , ate quickly coz the tyme was already 8.23 pm ! arghhh ! finish eating , quickly walk towards the inter to take bus number 225 ! luckily the bus was there when we reached ! hehe . LUCK ! den , reached home at 8.45 pm & the tv was ON but NO ONE WAS WATCHING IT ? my bro was sleeping at the sofa ! arghh ! forget bout it ! den , saw tat only the 1st contestant had juz finish singing ! was so lucky , so continued to watch . when it came yto SEIN's turn , i was shouting lyke MAD ! hehe . ya ! coz I LYKE HYM ! den den , was EAGERLY waiting for HYDIR's turn . shouted lyke HELL sia ! hehe . U NOE WAT ? the judges said tat HYDIR was the BEST for that dae ! i m proud of him ! i noe he will surely make it to the FINAL ! & he will ! congrats HYDIR ! i guess , tat's all for todae k !
Monday, June 15, 2009'♥
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i seriously LOVE tis pic !
she is the best for me !
FIDI is so cute !
no one can separate us !
i miss her !
~ I WAN TO BE ALONE IN MY LYFE ~ I DONT NEED YOU ANYMORE ~
nothing much for todae . went to meet FIDI in the morning until errrmmm 2.15 ? ya . we slack under my block den , went to the shop to buy water n snacks . at 2.05 FIDI wanted to went off as she needs to meet someone . hmmm . todae last dae meet her as i will be going to KL & she will busy celebrating her BIRTHDAE wif her frens ! sowie FIDI ! den , reached home & saw my uncle watching tv . decided not to stay at home , so , went to neighbours house . chat2 den 3.15 already so decided to go home since uncle was already gone . yeah ! mummy otw home , called me to help her carry things tat she had bought to cook for tmrw . RAJIN katerkan ! hehe . den , reached home , watched tv . neighbour called to look at her new grandson . ya ! the baby was DAMN CUTE ! it was a BOY ! & i really love BABY BOY ! hehe . den , continue to watch tv .
to FIDI ! : babe , thanx for todae k ! although we only slack for juz 3 hours , but at least we still meet ! i PROMISE tat i will call u on your BIRTHDAE k ! when i m back , i will buy u SPECIAL GIFT juz for my SWEET , CUTY & LOVELY SIS ! tat is my PROMISE to u ! MISS U GERL ! make sure you call me before i go k ?
TC !
Sunday, June 14, 2009'♥
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~ WE ARE DONE HERE K ! ~todae ? nothing much . hmmm. so bored sia ! so , juz now me , bro & mummy was surfing the net to check out for HOTEL in KL ! woooHooo ! going KL next week ! 18 june ! so , we was lyke looking out for the hotel tat is not too expensive coz it is juz for 2 - 3 nitez of staying . mummy asked bro wether the HOTEL tat we chose have SPA ? & i asked wether got SWIMMING POOL ? bro was trying hard to find & lastly the cost was lyke , OMG ! so expensive sia ! LYKE DURH ! 5 STAR ! hehe . but decided to follow our BUDGET so , we booked the one tat is according to our budget . juz cant wait to go HOLIDAE ! YEAH !now , currently msging ben & waching tv !to FIRAH ! : thanx gerl ! thanx for the SUPPORT u had given me ! u seriously can understand my feelings ! ouh ya ! THANX FOR THE TOUCHING SONG ! i really love it sia ! SERIOUSLY ! hope to meet u on 23rd june k ? love u gerl !
Saturday, June 13, 2009'♥
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~ I HAVE TO BE STRONG . I CANT ALWAES BE LYKE TIS RYTE ! ~so, woke up damn early juz now & it was lyke only at 6.45am ! ya , have to . due to both of my anak sedare sleeping at my house . they woke up around nearly 8am . den , play2 wif them first . at 11 , i get them to have their bath as my mum was not at home . so , i had to handle both of them on my own . my bro ? he only noe how to sleep . ya , guess so . hehe . but after that , get them to sleep , but bfore that of course let them eat first la ! lyke DURH ! den , after having a good nap , they woke up at 3.00 pm ? they juz slept for 2-3 hours ? OMG ! i think i need more den that seyy ! hehe . but never mind . den , mummy reached home & bought for us FOOD ! was STARVING lyke HELL ! ate chicken rice den , my 2nd anak sedare was lyke <' MAM'> all the way & cry coz he wans FOOD ! i kept on disturbing him ! hehe . useless aunty ! but please , was juz playing around to cheer my dae up ! den , the tyme was already 6.15 pm so had to sent them down as their NENEK was waiting downstair . was so sad ! y must the tyme fly so fast when we are having tyme ? argh ! nvm ! there is alwaes another tyme k ! so , tat's all that happen todae ! tmrw SUNDAE ! mummy ! i wan to go out ! bored ! hmm !
:)
Friday, June 12, 2009'♥
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we love each other ! that's the fact !
our lovely smile !
cute ? lyke durh !
(10.00 pm)
~ HAVE YOU MADE YOUR DECISION ? ~
so , woke up nearly 10.30 am due to sleeping late last nite . den , was really hoping FIDI would msg me ! was damn hungry , wanted to buy some snacks den , watch movie . suddenly FIDI msg & said tat meet her around 3 ? after tat , she called me & said tat seh was waiting for the bus . met her at the COFFEE SHOP as FIDI is hungry . den take my shoe & the ball > headed straight to the STREET SOCCER ! the weather was lyke damn COOLING & we are lyke so happy so we play wif lots of interesting things happened ! after we saw two boys coming towards the STREET SOCCER , so we thought of going under my blk . play SOCCER den , there was a ANONYMOUS & SUSPICIOUSLY aunty looking at us ! we are lyke so scared . den , she was gone ! after PLAYING & took PICTURES , we decided to go home . i sent FIDI to the bus-stop & waited for the bus to come .
i really had ENJOY myself today ! thanx to FIDI ! thanx gerl ! you really CHEERED my day ! all the HAPPINESS & JOYNESS we had togather , i wont forget all the MEMORIES between us ! love u gerl ! tc !
Thursday, June 11, 2009'♥
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our crazyness !
isnt tis style ?
cuty FIDI & shafBBY !
hiding !
smile for u !
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(9.30pm)
~ still waiting for your decision ! ~
woke up at 8+ just now . was praying hard that FIDI would call me . & my wishes came TRUE ! we plan to meet at 12.45 pm . & u noe wat ? we bought a ball to play wif ! the ball was quite cheap so we thought of sharing money ! was damn happy & headed straight to the street-soccer ! damn hot , so , decided to play under my blk ! we shoot here , shoot there & want to noe something ? FIDI had a fall when she wanted to catch the ball ! hahax ! no offence FIDI ! continue playing den feeling tired so we decided to take a rest ! suddenly , one ordinary guy came . he was lyke , urrrmmm , "can u lend me ur phone and i give u 10 cent" ! it was a malay guy ! me & FIDI was so scared as we thought tat he might do something stupid . errrmmm . coincidencely ! "my prepaid low"> tis was what i said , "my prepaid low"> tis was what FIDI said . we said at the same tyme ! den , the man was lyke frustated & i really think that he noes we are lying . but nvm ! den , he went away . me & FIDI was hhhooooooo ! luckily . den continue playing wif the ball . we did not realise the tyme & it was already 5.16 pm as i need to go ngaji ! so , salam FIDI & went homee ! go ngaji den reached home around 7.35 pm . n now , currently watching tv ! will be sleeping late to nitez !
yo ! hope FIDI will be free tmrw & we will play soccer again k ! byebye ! tc !
Wednesday, June 10, 2009'♥
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actually today is a SPECIAL DAYY ! but, everything BURSTT ! <10.06.09>i am so sowie . please give me a chance ! please !hmmm . so , woke up at 9 a.m. den had bath & play comp . lyke normal . DENG ! went to meet FIDI & went straight to remedial class . quite late for the class & had some games ! atleast we are safe from doing worksheets rite ! LOL ! den , sat beside BEN & talked to him . he is very understanding u noe ! thanx BEN ! after class , when to eat at BBT den went home straight . but the good thing is tat i was not alone ! went home wif my CUTYFIDI ! LOL ! thanx babe ! send her to the bus stop & waited for the bus . so , reached home at about 2 plus . all the way play comp . LOL . currently watching tv !
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Heyloww.. ;)
THIS is the very first time ive made my very own blog.
Well, credits to Fidi too for helping out doing all this:)
Heeheee Hope you guys wont spam at my tagged. And
have fun reading for my future posts. Thank You. And
late photos taken during chemistry remedial.
our group is the BEST ! we got the 2nd position ! jyeah ! 
we took this when we first reached at the museum ! 
she is jelous when i take picture with others . so , this is for you shaza ! 
