Friday, September 17, 2010'♥
i love elmo! ♥
; i dunnoe why but i feel like sharing something here .
; sometimes it hurts to leave someone whom you treasure . it takes time to forget that person but dont they noe that we are suffering ? i thought we were just normal friends . you called me , texted me whenever u want . you said its nothing wrong coz we are just friends . but , i felt something different . i felt that one day you are gonna leave me alone without any reason . with you , my life was full of happines . you teach me the meaning of HAPPINESS . you made me laugh , smile &&& there was no sadness at all . you gave me motivation in whatever i do & always remind me that i should always make a right decision . i was shocked when the first time we talked otp for the first time coz i noe that you hate girls . starting that time , i den knew how sweet you were . you accompany me when i was alone at home & chatted with me for like hours ? yeahhh .
; i miss all that , seriously . when i looked at the video , i felt something . i felt that my heart is broken . how stupid i was to scold you becoz of something small . if it wasnt becoz of the PRANK , i swear we would still be happy now . hmmm . i cant deny my feelings . my friends even told me to do something bout us . but im scared . im scared that im gonna loose youuu like how i used to loose the others . so , i thought that we should just be bestfriends . but it was even worst . just the PRANK that made me suffer .
; how i wish you understand my feelings coz u really wanted to noe that before we became like this .
~ i love youuu (a) ~
; with love , shafirah
