Sunday, January 31, 2010'♥
i love elmo! ♥
! HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY TAWFIQQQQQ !
, may your wishes come true ., semoga jadi anak yang soleh , panjang umur dan murah rezeki ., love you boy bestie [:, take care ayeeeeeeee .
, today ?
, met fidi under my block .
, sorry if im late .
, we were talking bout something .
, yeaahhh , the DOPEYYY .
, such a bitch !
, me & bestie take pics , ate chocolate !
, yumyum .
, after that , she had to go off .
, sent her at the butop & waited for the bus .
, denden , went home .
, was at home all the .
, so boredddd .
, was chatting with firdausi just now .
, so yeahhhh .
, currently , watching tv .
, until here first k !
, see you guys in the next post which will be on the friday 5th february 2010 [:
, byebye .
, take care .
, good nitex !
Saturday, January 30, 2010'♥
i love elmo! ♥
, sorry for not updating .
, gosh , i think today will be a long post then .
, MONDAY ;
, was nothing much .
, nothing much to elaborate .
, lessons were as per normal .
, TUESDAY ;
, was nothing much too .
, went to school with naddd [:
, we were walking all over the school for nothing .
, lessons were normal .
, nothing much ayeee .
, but was the most horrible day after .
, had a big arguments with _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ .
, was damn sad & dissapointed of what had happened .
, goshhhhhhh .
, WEDNESDAY ;
, was the horrible day of all .
, didnt talk to her .
, act as per normal .
, went home straight after school [:
, THURSDAY ;
, happiest day ever [:
, i was shocked to see tears from her eyes .
, she came to me & talked to me & suddenly hugged me .
, goshhhh , i miss that ]:
, she bought for me my favourite snack that her mum had cooked .
, we do talk & yahhhh .
, she told me that she can feel how alone she was when i wasnt in her life .
, goshhh , it is so touching to hear that from her .
, we still wanna our FRIENDSHIP to continue .
, like what we said > everybody makes mistakes & you have to learnt from it .
, thanks ayeeeee [:
, you noe who you are BESTIE !
, thanks to choo also [:
, PE ?
, was damn funnnn .
, had to run .
, i scored at stage 7 level 4 or 5 i guess .
, damn tiring siaaa but i LOVE it [:
, FRIDAY ;
, birthday bashhhhhhh !
, it was a bash for TAWFIQ [:
, everything goes well .
, like what we had planned .
, he was shocked as he said that this is the first time his friends is doing all this .
, omg ! dont worry tawfiq !
, we are your family [:
, love you BESTIE !
, loads of pics were taken .
, videos too .
, pics are all in FACEBOOK .
, do take a look yourself k .
, that day was damn SUPERBBBBB !
, the first celebration DOLTS & DOPES had done !
, SATURDAY ;
, woke up in the morning & bathe .
, watch tv .
, after that get ready for religious lesson .
, mummy came home from pasar & bought for me food to eat .
, so happy as she took off today [:
, so , eateat , kiss mummy & off i go to religious class .
, came back & reached home around 12.15pm .
, me , 2nd bro , 3rd bro & mummy had planned to go johor .
, so , went out from home around 3.30pm as 3rd bro borrowed his fren car which can only be used after 3pm .
, was jammed there .
, reached johor , went to AVON shop first with mummy while bros went to eat .
, took about 1 hour ?
, den me & mummy's turn to eat .
, was damn hungry siaaaaaa .
, so yeahhh .
, decided to add petrol .
, bought chewing gums as what GARNDMUMMY [ shakila ] had told me [:
, off we went home /
, reached home at 8 nearly 9pm .
, so , currently blogging .
, my head had been in pain for this few days .
, i told mummy that , could i be suffering from _ _ _ _ _ - _ _ _ _ _ _ ?
, yeahhhh [:
, that was what happen for this week .
, hope to see you in the next post ayeeee [:
, byebye .
, take care .
, good nitex .
Saturday, January 23, 2010'♥
i love elmo! ♥
, wowwww !
, todae was a memorable day !
, wont forget 23/01/2010 [:
, firstly , me & nenek had planned to eat at macdonald near my house ., we met around 12.30pm ., there was kila , zizie , efah , nat , elham , tawfiq , angelo & afa ., mac near my house was full so we planned to go eat at Long John Silver at bedok inter ., fidi came to join us ., we ate , talktalk & take pictures [:, angelo went off , hafiz & felix went to do their d&t , efah & afa went home ., left me , fidi , kila , elham & natasha ., i told nenek that i wanted to go tamp popular to buy divider ., she sacrificed just for me & followed me to tamp ., thank you nenek [:
, so the 5 of us went to the tamp popular ., we took bus 69 & u noe us rite ?, there will alwaes be pictures taken everywhere we go ., hahah . LOL ., so yeahhhh .
, before heading to the mall , we planned to have a drink since we were thirsty ., denden , after relaxing , we went to the mall ., was a bit fresh by then .
, after we went to the popular , we headed home ., me , fidi & nat took 69 while elham & kila went to take their own respective bus ., was already tired ., nat alight at her bus stop ., me & fidi talking all the way ., thanx to fidi for teman-ing me to bedok inter ., thank you fidi [:, after that off we go on our separate ways ., reached home , COMPUTERRR !!!!, hahahah ., currently watching tv ., k la . , thats all for todae ayee ., i will sure update more tmrw due to some probs ]:, byebye .
, takecare .
, goodnitex .
Friday, January 22, 2010'♥
i love elmo! ♥
, as usual , sorry for not updating .
, was busy with schools .
, so , it will be a long post perhaps .
, do read it ayeeeeee [:
, MONDAY ; , had school as usual .
, wasnt much coz i went home straight after school .
, had some crap with fidi .
, TUESDAY ;
, shit ! , my name was called as i did not went for the SL meeting . , damn siaaaa . , he dont have to do that rite ?
, so yeahhh , had to suffer . , the chairman said that we had to wear tie everyday ?
, WTH ???!!! , if not , we will get it ?
, lame siaaa .
, no freedom at all siaaa . , we are not their dogs what .
, who are they to rule me ?
, so , yeahhh , was fed up about that . , but nvm .
, endure , endure , endure . , everyting will end at april .
, fuhhhhhhhh ! lucky !
, denden , as usual , went home straight with fidi . , had craps again . , WEDNESDAY ; , since fidi planned not to go school with me , msged choo & asked her wether wanna go school together ? , met her at the usual place & walked off to the blk in front of the mamak shop .
, slack there with nenek , zizie & choo . , gosh , had to wear tie ! [ SL ]
, denden , went in school , go toilet .
, after that went straight to the hall .
, got maths PAL siaaa .
, was a bit suffering .
, but have to do it still .
, finish school , as usual also , went home straight . , THURSDAY ;
, went to school with naddddd coz the SL had to reach at 7.10 am . , denden , had lessons as per normal .
, after school , called mummy & told her that i wanted to stay back for a while . , cant be going home straight all the day rite ? , mummy agreed [:
, so , had a talk on something with my loves once .
, relax k . , dont worry , you are not wrong .
, GOD will surely protect you from the evil [:
, after all is done , went home with CHOOOOOOO [: , followed her to 7/11 . , walked back towards the bridge . , we had a long talked . , when i told her *something* , she suddenly started to sing this song ; ~ Cinta itu boleh diupamakan bagai makan sambal belachan .
Walau pedas , hingga mengalir air mata masih mahu dimakan jua .
Cinta boleh buat mcm goreng pisang , Sungguh enak bila mkn panas - panas bila ia sejuk ,
hilang enaknyaaa ~ , hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha . , i was laughing like crazy until i felt as if i wanna BURST siaaaa ! , aiyoooo .
, wont forget what happened that day .
, was a memorable one siaaaaa !
, hmmmm . , den headed home . , FRIDAY ;
, went to school with naddd again .
, reach school 7 am .
, denden , met with nenek all .
, had lessons per normal .
, nenek brought for us 'mee goreng' . , i told the rest to shout " THANK YOU NENEK " , hahahah . she was shy siaaa . , D&T ???
, i was damn scared siaaaa .
, i had forgotten to bring my d&t file . , aiyooooo . but nothing happen .
, finish school at 12.30 pm .
, went home straight & came back to school . , coz i planned to do D&T in school with my frens . , thanx to fidi for helping me to draw some sketches . , so , had some craps with darls too . , was fun of all . , i love it . , so , currently , blogging . , tired argh . , k la .
, good nitex !
, take care ! This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye
As a child there were them times
I didn't get it but you kept me in line
I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes
On Sunday mornings, and I missed you
But I'm glad we talked through
All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show because
You loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face
[Chorus:]
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by
And it's true that you've reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And I'm right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye
(Bye Bye [3x])
Bye bye
And you never got the chance to see how good I've done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together
I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave to me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
You'd make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever
[Chorus]
(bye bye bye bye bye bye [3x])
Bye bye
This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye
, as for now , this is my favourite song [:
, BYEBYE by MARIAH CAREY [:
, iloveyou [:
Sunday, January 17, 2010'♥
i love elmo! ♥
, i will post todae so that means next post will be on 23 January 2010 [:
, todae was nothing much .
, just sat at home .
, as usually my sunday would be .
, had done severals homewerk .
, this weekend was not a good one , i swear it wasnt .
, homewerk were tough .
, geog ? dont ever ask ?
, that was the most hardest .
, before doing homewerk , was chatting with NENEK at msn [:
, me & nenek were chatting bout something that is private .
, only both of us know it .
" Apologizing does not mean that you are wrong and the other person is right . It just means that you value your friendships more than ur ego . "
, that is what nenek tells me to remember .
, i do need someone to talk to rite ?
, so , i chose nenek coz she is more MATURE than me .
, she knows better of all this .
, so yarh .
, as per normal , if nenek & cucu yang degil nie da chat , mestilah cucu amek kesempatan untuk kacau nenek kan ???
, hahahahahahah .
, nenek cute larh .
, i likeeeeee [:
, hhahahahah .
, so yeahhhh .
, we ended everything around 1 ?
, hmmmm , around there larh .
, so , continue do homewerk .
, denden , something happened .
, not gonna elaborate .
, sleep ; woke up at 7.30 pm .
, currently blogging .
, wanna watch tv larh .
, until here first k people ?
, byebye !
, take care !
, goodnitex !
Saturday, January 16, 2010'♥
i love elmo! ♥
, as usual , sorry for not updating ., todae was the fun of all ;, i swear i love it !, morning ;
, went to religious lesson but the tutor wasnt at home .
, so , the moment i reached home , called EFAHCHAN .
, we actually had planned to eat together at the prata shop near my house .
, denden , we planned to ask ZIZIE , KILA & NATASHA to tag along as it will be more merrier .
, after that , they fetch me at the CC bustop .
, we were like a gang > all of us did not tie our hair .
, rambut smuer rebang sakkk .
, hahahhaha . LOL .
, denden , nenek & zizie went to buy their food first , they bought rice .
, while me , efah & tasha ate roti prata .
, firstly , we had loads of conversations .
~ about generations ; islam/muslim ; parents ; families ~
, a lot sia .
, some of it were sad & some of it were funny .
, we laugh all we can .
, we sat there for like 1 hour plus ?
, yeahhh , around there .
, we were the very KECOH table out of the rest .
, we were the longest to sat there .
, denden , zizie & nenek were craving for soya bean .
, i brought them to the shop at the pasar there .
, funny siaa , got 2 chinese old man fighting & one of them called his gang . LOL .
, after that , got one sort of eurasian old man said sorry to efah as he had accidentally knock on efah's bag .
, i swear at that point of time , eafh muker blank gilerrrr .
, nenek was like " pandai sakkk english dier "
, so , nenek bought soya bean & zizie bought chin chow .
, sat there for about 30 mins & off we go on our separate ways .
, i went with zizie while nenek , efah & tasha went together .
, reached home , quickly changed & get ready for the birthdae party !
, afternoon ;
, went to pasir ris alone as mummy is still werking & she will go there only after werk .
, so , reached there & salamsalam my cuzzy all .
, talktalk with them & mummy reached !!!
, so happy siaa .
, den , help aunty with the preparations .
, the party started .
, got lots of game , songs , people laughing like crazy . wth ???!!!
, hahah .
, denden , the most funny part was when 5 mens were told to drink the orange juice from the baby bottle .
, &&&& my bro was one of them .
, i laugh like crazy siaa .
, an adult using a baby bottle to drink orange juice ?
, can you imagine ?
, BUTTTTT , bro winsss !!!!!
, hahah , funny sia . exactly like a baby .
, baby ganyut katerkan .
, hahah .
, sat there until 10.30 pm & uncle send us home .
, currently blogging .
, so tired .
, k la , until here first .
, byebye .
, take care .
, goodnitex !
Saturday, January 9, 2010'♥
i love elmo! ♥
, sorry for not updating this week .
, i was kinda busy with SCHOOL & my own FEELINGS ., SCHOOLS ?
, time past so fast when we are enjoying .
, it seems that it had been 4 years in ping yi secondary .
, so fast ? yeahhh . thats the fact .
, it was awkward to go to school on the first day as i was so nervous & keeps on asking my classmates wether we are really in sec 4 .
, i just cant believe it .
, ya , i am so stress about going to sec 4 .
, this is the year that everything shuts > holidays , slackings , outing .
, all are being closed for now .
, people might think that i am crazy , yes i am .
, coz , i am scared to let my families down .
, especially mummy .
, i am seriously aiming to go sec 5 .
, thats my future that i had to aim now .
, sec 5 , sec 5 , sec 5 !
, i was so scared to hear that most of my seniors cant make it to sec 5 .
, it was sad for them .
, hmmmm .
, as for now , i am already stress for D&T .
, lots of coursework to be done .
, if i am already stress for D&T , what about the other subjects ???
, ENGLISH , MATHS , C.SCIENCE , C.HUMANITIES & MALAY ???
, arghhhh . i can go crazy siaaa .
, i swear i am not ready for 'N' LEVEL !
, teachers had been saying that this year will be our tough year which determines where we go .
, SEC 5 ? ITE ?
, NO !
, i seriously dont want to go ITE !
, i dont want !
, trying to focus in class .
, buy those notes that are helpful for me .
, asking friends & teachers if i dont understand .
, and all i've got to do is > STUDY , PRAY & PERSEVERE all i can !
[ told mummy that i am not ready for 'N' LEVEL & she told me to study & focus . ]
, FEELINGS ?
, sometimes i cant focus to do my work is becoz of my feelings .
, i seriously want to get rid of this feelings just for this 8 months before 'N' LEVEL .
, with this feelings , it makes me weak .
, i alwaes pray to GOD to let out all my problems .
, as for now , i wont think anymore bout this feelings .
, i will keep it a secret to my ownself .
, not even my bestfriends , family members will noe it .
, it will just be between me & GOD .
, i will let GOD help me & see how HE will tell me to do about it .
, yeahhhh . i have to focus for 'N' LEVEL .
, thats all i have for this 8 months !
, all i have to re-assure now is 'N' LEVEL , 'N' LEVEL , 'N' LEVEL !
, thats what is in my mind ., so , starting from now ;
, i will only update twice a week .
, which means only on saturday & sunday ., dont ever think that my bloggy is dead aitess ., it will not happen ., so yeahh .
, will be updating more tomorrow as i will be having a birthday party .
, do read tmrw's post ayee .
, byebye .
, take care .
, sweet love ~
Saturday, January 2, 2010'♥
i love elmo! ♥
dont act INNOCENT in front of me ;
i noe you too well ;
you are just wasting your time to get near my loves once ;
i will alwaes be beside them to show what your true colours are ;
