Wednesday, December 30, 2009'♥
i love elmo! ♥
, sorry for not updating coz i have no mood to update .
, there is also nothing much to tell .
, sorry ayeee .
, just had a past at someone's bloggy .
, irritating sakkk .
, dont need to tell the whole world ar .
, BITCH !
, if you love someone , den be patience larh .
, idiot !
, you think he only got time for you is it .
, he also got family unlike you , no family .
, thats why you alwaes want him to see you everyday .
, excuse me !
, he is related to me , thats why i am damn angry with you .
, get it ????!!!!
, sorry for the post ^ there .
, hmmmmm .
, sadsad , both my brothers went thailand .
, boreddddd .
, the house is not noisy as how it should be .
, if not , the house will be full of sheeps talking , laughing & shouting .
, they will countdown at PATTAYA [:
, hope they enjoy ayeeee [:
, take care brothers !
, today ?
, went johor with neighbour .
, was searching for PUMAAAA baggy .
, too bad , there wasnt any .
, sad siaaa .
, no bag to go to school .
, hmmmmmmm .
, will be searching at VIVOCITY .
, that is the last place i can search .
, if not , die !
, use plastic bag to school .
, fidi's idea .
, hahahahah .
, LOL .
, i dont even dare siaaaa .
, hmmmmm .
, waaaaahhhhhh .
, cant wait for tmrw .
, FIRDIANA ASNAN is gonna overnite at my crib & we will countdown together for the first time !!!
, yeahhhh .
, i love it !
, k la .
, until here first .
, byebye .
, take care .
, goodnites !
Sunday, December 27, 2009'♥
i love elmo! ♥
, sorry for not updating ayee .
, i will start with today's story .
, i would like to say thank you very much to my one only bestfriend for accompanying me today ., she had to wake early in the morning just to follow me [:, as today i have to go to the CC that is in front of my house to collect free school books voucher ., the guest of honour was DR MUHD FAISHAL IBRAHIM ., the students are to wear school uniform & school shoes ., reached there at 11.30 am ;, waited for the guest of honour ., he talktalk den give the voucher ., everything ends at 12.50 pm ., me & fidi were damn hungry so decided to eat at the usual place ., after eating , went under my block & started our caryness again ., but too bad ;, coz today wont be fun like how it usually be ., coz we can only spent time ~ not even 20 min together ., as i had to go & visit grandad ., sorry fidi ., on tuesday we spent time together again k [:reached hone at 2.15 pm ., when i wanted to get ready , i was suddenly sleepy sakkkk ., called mummy & told her that i wont be following her ., sorry mummy ]:, denden , went to sleep ., LOLLLLLLLLL ., woke up around 6.30 pm ., watched tv & play comp ., crap with my family about the show on tv ., funny seyyyyy ., k la ., until here first k ., byebye ., take care ., good nitex !, i was shocked to read my friends bloggy & saw that my name was there .
, they wrote my name to MOTIVATE me & give me the strength to move on .
, thank you so much ayee .
, you noe who you are .
Thursday, December 24, 2009'♥
i love elmo! ♥
, sorry for not updating yesterday .
WEDNESDAY ;
, had fun with bro & family to the zoo !
, sorry , no picyures coz all of it is in my sis-in-law camera .
, just a word for that day , BLASTTTTT !
THURSDAY ;
, was at home all the way .
, wanted to go out with mummy , but , was so lazy though .
, ouh ya ! wanted to go out with fidi play bowling .
, but , it was cancel too .
, sorry fidi for disappointing youu .
, will plan it another day k ?
, so yeahh . , watch tv & play comp all the way .
, at night , aunty & uncle came .
, crap with them .
, the time was 12 am & they went home .
, so yeahh .
, until here first k .
, byebye .
, take care .
, good nitex !
, tomorrow CHRISTMAS .
, wanna give mummy a surprise !
, i wanna treat her SWENSEN !!!
, she dont noe yet .
, weeeeeeee .
, hope she love it !
, i love mummy !
Tuesday, December 22, 2009'♥
i love elmo! ♥
, as you guys can see ., i did not update yesterday coz i was tired ., for these 2 days , i had spent time with my beloved bestfriend ~ FIDISTARLIGHT [:, it has been a long time since we met ., for the first day ;, met under my block ., brought along the skate as fidi wanted to ., she scolded me for not telling her ., haha , its ok ., slack , slack ., denden , send the skate back to my house & went to buy snacks to eat ., after buying , went back to the place that we were & talktalktalk ., i am glad that fidi could hear my probs & she gave me advices ., yeahhhhh ., denden , around 3 pm , sent her at the bus stop ;, waited for the bus & off i go home ., thanx ayee fidi for the day .
, the second day ;
, met her at the nearby prata shop around 11 am as she wanted to survey the salon shop .
, one of the shop perming is cheaper so she planned to perm her hair at that moment .
, waited for her .
, it wasnt long .
, about 1 hour ???
, denden , when she finished , it was a bit funny coz she looks like a JUDGE .
, hahahahah . LOL .
, but slowly the curl became bigger & bigger & nicerrrr !
, after that , went to eat at the prata shop , fidi treat me .
, thank you bestie [:
, we talktalk .
, went under my block as i was waiting for my 1st bro to come .
, while waiting ;
, aper lagi , giler kiter org pon kluar .
, took lots of photos . [ in fb ]
, it was raining & we were shivering in cold .
, bro came . gave him something .
, den fidi followed me up to my house as i wanted to change my clothes .
, going to my aunty shop at ang mo kio .
, appreciate it alot coz fidi waited for me .
, ouh ya , fidi was forcing me to upload the pics that we took in fb .
, due to my bestie , i do it .
, denden , around 3 pm , went out from my house .
, fidi sent me till bedok inter at bus 25 .
, luckily the bus came so i board the bus while fidi went home .
, reached ang mo kio .
, saw aunty all .
, den , we talktalk .
, at 7 plus , we went home .
, reached home at 8.30 pm .
, k larh .
, tired .
, byebye .
, take care .
, good nitex !
, thanx ayee fidi for all the laughter & jokes [:
, i appreciate it alot [: , i hope you enjoy too ayee [:
Monday, December 21, 2009'♥
i love elmo! ♥
, i swear it really hurts .
, i cant take it alone .
, this problem is so pain for me .
, this problem is a shit by entering in my life .
, all ive got to say is ;
GOD , take me away from this world ...
, as what fidi told me ,
" happy . Makesure u dun fake tat happy . Somehow , from the outside , your happy but people wont noe what u feel exactly . Rite ?
, to my fellow friends ;
, sorry if i cant follow you guys for any events .
, i seriously need to be alone .
, thats all .
, being alone is the best of all
Sunday, December 20, 2009'♥
i love elmo! ♥
, sorry for not updating well .
, yeahhh , i have no stories to tell .
, today , gonna tell youu guyss what happen [:
, today , me & nenek [ kila ] ,
had been on9 & chatting with each other from 1 plus to nearly 8 pm .
, i told her my probs .
, about my family probs & about my feelings of love .
, she gave me a bit of advices coz she is not used to give advices at msn .
, so , she planned to meet me this wednesday .
, this is the phrase that she keeps on reminding me ~
" you can avoid him but you cannot avoid your feelings towards him "
, this phrase really make me weak .
, gosh .
, denden , 1st bro called & asked wether i am free on wednesday ???
, den i say that i wanna meet my friend [ kila ] ;
, he say , follow him & his family go ZOO ?
, so i was like , hmmmm , ok larh .
, told kila that i will meet her after i went to the zoo .
, hope she is still in bedok [:
, back to the story ;
, kila was showing me the blogskins .
, i thought it was for her den suddenly she told me to give my password & email .
, LOLLLL .
, i told her why never tell me earlier .
, aiiyyyaaaaaaa .
, she ahh . alwaes like that .
, after everything is done , i keep on saying thank you to her .
, she scolded me & say not to say thank you anymore .
, of course larh .
, she had to redo all the links .
, poor nenek .
, i owe u alot !
, after that , she went to find blogskins for her bloggy also .
, we end the chat nearly 8 pm .
, she gtg .
, i also off9 & watched tv .
, all the way watching .
, bro came home , talktalk & off i go to sleep [:
, good nite .
, byebye .
, take care .
, i have lots of events coming ;
> tuesday/22th dec : ben invites to watch movie ;
> wednesday/23th dec : go zoo with bro & family ;
> thursday/24th dec : fidi invites to e-hub , downtown ;
> saturday/26th dec : cuzzy birthdae party ;
> sunday/27th dec : go cc to collect the school free books ; [ i really need someone to follow me ]
> tuesday/29the dec : go buy school books etc. ; [ i really need someone to follow me ]
, this is all i have for this week ;
Saturday, December 19, 2009'♥
i love elmo! ♥
, gosh , i am so stress bout 3 things rite now .
~ my future ?
~ my school ?
~ my family ?
~ my future > until when am i gonna be like this ? with the same behaviour & attitude ?
~ my school > i swear i am not prepared to take N LEVEL next year . i am not even ready to go sec 4 . why cant i concentrate to really , really study ?
~ my family > gosh ! the worst thing . one problem by one problem .
[ i swear that i am not ready . i am just a teenager . i dont understand anything at that point of time . i will see how you guys can . ]
, see , problems are all surrounding me .
, how am i gonna solve all this alone ?
, didnt they think bout my future ?
, i am so stress that i cant concentrate any single thing .
, my friends had been asking me to go out , but i just couldnt .
, all the nite before i went to sleep , there WILL alwaes be tears coming out from my eyes .
, but they dont noe .
, coz they thought that i am happy with watever they did to me .
, i will alwaes be in the wrong .
, they will alwaes be the correct one .
, when i think back , " GOD , PLEASE TAKE MY LIFE COZ I CANT BEAR TO BE IN THIS SITUATION ANYMORE . I AM TIRED . PLEASE GOD , I AM BEGGING YOU "
, i swear , this is hat i say before going to sleep .
, i am not kidding .
Thursday, December 17, 2009'♥
i love elmo! ♥
, saw the picture ^ there ?
, yeahhhh .
, he is DIMAS SETO [:
, a Indonesian artist .
, just to say , i love him .
, he is so cute .
, should look at him when he is acting .
, wowwwwwww .
, just to let you guys noe , i am actually preferred with the INDONESIA shows , dramas & more .
, i love himmmmmm [:
Wednesday, December 16, 2009'♥
i love elmo! ♥
, i had been thinking for the past few days .
, it keeps on bothering me .
, should i ?
, should not i ?
, but , what will the answer be ?
, will i still get the answer that used to be ?
, ______ will hate me for sure .
, i noe ___ attitude .
, __ wont forgive me .
, gosh , i really need ___ back .
, i am nothing without ______ .
, all i got to do is pray to GOD & let GOD lead the way .
, semoga terbuka hatimu untukku .
, ku tak akan ulangi kesalahan ku .
, itulah janjiku padamu .
, janjiku .
Tuesday, December 15, 2009'♥
i love elmo! ♥
Jangan simpan kata-kata cinta pada orang yang tersayang sehingga dia meninggal dunia lantaran akhirnya kamu terpaksa catatkan kata-kata cinta itu pada pusaranya. Sebaliknya ucapkan kata-kata cinta yang tersimpan dibenakmu itu sekarang selagi ada hayatnya.
Cintailah seseorang itu atas dasar siapa dia sekarang dan bukan siapa dia sebelumnya. Kisah silam tidak perlu diungkit lagi, kiranya kamu benar-benar mencintainya setulus hati.
Kadangkala kamu tidak menghargai orang yang mencintai kamu sepenuh hati, sehingga kamu kehilangannya. Pada saat itu, tiada guna penyesalan karena perginya tanpa berkata lagi.
Hal yang menyedihkan dalam hidup adalah ketika kamu bertemu seseorang yang sangat berarti bagimu, hanya untuk menemukan bahwa pada akhirnya menjadi tidak berarti dan kamu harus membiarkannya pergi.
Hawa diciptakan dari rusuk Adam, bukan dari kepala untuk dijunjung, bukan dari kaki untuk dijadikan alas, melainkan dari sisinya untuk dijadikan teman hidup, dekat dihati untuk dicintai...
Jika kamu memancing ikan, setelah ikan itu terlekat di mata kail, hendaklah kamu mengambil ikan itu, janganlah sesekali kamu lepaskan ia semula ke dalam air begitu saja…. Karena ia akan sakit oleh karena bisanya ketajaman mata kailmu dan mungkin ia akan menderita selagi ia masih hidup... Begitulah juga setelah kamu memberi banyak pengharapan kepada seseorang, setelah ia mulai menyayangimu hendaklah kamu menjaga hatinya, janganlah sesekali kamu meninggalkannya begitu saja… Karena ia akan terluka oleh kenangan bersamamu, dan mungkin tidak dapat melupakan segalanya selagi dia mengingatimu…
Cinta akan menyakitkan ketika kamu berpisah dengan seseorang, lebih menyakitkan apabila kamu dilupakan oleh kekasihmu, tapi cinta akan lebih menyakitkan lagi apabila seseorang yang kamu sayangi tidak tahu apa yang sesungguhnya kamu rasakan., just to say that , i am nothing without youu .
, i really hope we can start anew .
'♥
i love elmo! ♥
actually this PE shirt is for sleeping . but i just used it for a while since we were at my neighbour's son place at the resort above the sea water .their hotel 5 STAR !!!
, heyyy peeps !
, the holiday was a blasttt !
, i love it .
, JOHOR , MUAR , MALACCA , PORT DICKSON ~
, i love it siaaa !
, ouh ya , not forgetting the cows walking on the street ?
, weird rite ?
, all the cars were like horn their car as they needed space to drive .
, lastly , the BUNGALOW !!!!!
, mummy , i wanna own a bungalowwwwwwwww !!!!!
, the pics were tell k .
, most of the pics in facebook .
, i lazy to upload in bloggy [:
, byebye .
Friday, December 11, 2009'♥
i love elmo! ♥
, i am left with bout 10 hours & will be out from my house .
, gonna sleep early today coz tmrw is gonna be tiring day .
, will be back on tuesday .
, gonna miss someone [:
, k larh .
, take care people .
, will take lots of pics there & post at my bloggy once i am back okaaay [:
, byebye .
, PORTDICKSON , here i comeee [:
, tatatititutu !
Thursday, December 10, 2009'♥
i love elmo! ♥
, sorry for not updating [:
, there wasnt much to tell about , thats why i did not update .
, todae ?
, as usual , went to see grandpa with mummy .
, denden , walked all the way to bedok inter.
, took cash out from the POSB & change to ringgit money .
, reached home , mummy gave me the malaysia money coz i used my own to change .
, 2nd bro didnt believe that i had changed $300 from my own savings ?
, of course larh . i keep the money for my holidaes so that i could spent on the things i want .
, weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee [:
, cant wait .
, can you imagine ? ~ 730RM in your hand rite now ???
, gosh , i seriously cant wait .
, den , bro was talking bout his holiday .
, mummy told him not to go far for holidae next year as they will be bringing me to my favourite country after 'O' LEVEL [:
, hopefully i pass !
, will pray hard for that .
, but for now , concentrate for 'N' LEVEL first la .
, hmmmmmm .
, k larh .
, until here first k .
, i will surely update tmrw before i go off on saturday in the dawn !
, byebye .
, take care .
[:
Tuesday, December 8, 2009'♥
i love elmo! ♥
, yeahhh . dont ever think that my bloggy is dead .
, now , it will be a long post [:
TUESDAY ;
, had promised fidi that today we will be playing the skateboard that my bro owns . the skateboard was from long , long ago . hehe . but she still insists to borrow it . so planned to meet her at 11.30 am but when i called mummy , she said go & asked fidi to follow you to see grandpa . also to take something from there . straight away called fidi & asked if she could follow me ? she said okaay can . so , met her at inter [ she was shocked to see me as i had rebond my hair ] , took 38 & off we go . visit grandpa & he asked fidi wether she go school & asked whether she had eaten . see , grandpa can talk to people . i love grandpa :] after that , we planned to go & eat at the chicken rice stall . denden , we took a glance in mall tamp 1 & headed home . was at home all the way after that .
MONDAY ;
, went to play soccer at my house there . of course , with fidi . took videos , pictures all . denden , went back to my house as wanted to change my clothes . after that , fetch mardy at my bus stop . continue to play at the street soccer . suddenly , the rain comes . sat under the block . talktalktalk . we crap a lot siaa . some sad story , some funny jokes . hehe . we were feeling so hungry so we planned to eat at the seafood restaurant near my house also . ate chicken rice . around 3 plus , i sent both of them to the bus stop & i headed home . waited for mummy . actually wanted to visit grandpa but me & mummy sleep . LOL . when i woke up , mummy said go & get ready as she will sent me to the shop for rebonding :] it was like for 3 hours i sat there . reached home , bro tease me . hehe . denden , sleep . coz so tired already at the salon for 3 hours siaa . i love it !
SUNDAY ;
went to my cuzzy's birthday party . was so fun . the kids were all like gathering near the cake once it is placedd on the table . some even touch the cake . omg ! the cake was damn nice . i love it . talk with my cuzzies . have fun disturbing them . after i had enjoy , mummy planned to go home . took 87 & headed back home . by the time we reached home , the time was late . so , i decided to sleep as i was very tired . byebye .
, i am so happy coz this saturday - tuesday i wont be in Singapore .
, going HOLIDAYYYY !!!!!
[:
Saturday, December 5, 2009'♥
i love elmo! ♥
, todaee was a BOMBASTIC !
, firstly ~
, woke up at 6.50 am , bath , eat & off i go .
, went to meet fidi under her block at 7.45 am .
, took bus 168 & headed to Tampines Safra .
, i got SOCCER FRIENDLY MATCH [:
, at last seyy .
, after all the match , we got MONEY !
, the soccer money .
, hooooorrrrraaaaayyyyyyy [:
, denden , bath & headed home .
, reached home , was so tired .
, secondly ~
, just reached home & mummy told me to get ready coz have to go to the wedding invitations under my block .
, HUHH ?!
, tired siaaa !
, but nvm , for mummy's sake .
, so , since i bath already after my match , i decided to just change my clothes .
, went under my block , eat , drink & suddenly saw one of the player that was in my team just now .
, preety siaaa her !
, denden , went home .
, thirdly ~
, mummy told me to call 1st bro & asked bout something .
, denden , bro told me to wear RED & BLACK ?
, me & mummy wanted t o go out already & bro told me that coz i told hime that i was wearing blue .
, den he said " tukar , tukar , tukar " [ change , change , change ]
, ok larh. for their sake can larh .
, so , reached at the birthdae party , was very enjoyable .
, my nephew's cake is so cool .
, mickey mouse cake .
, cute seyyy .
, all i had to say for the birthdae party is , BLASTTT !
, very wonderful [:
, i dont noe what to buy for my nephew , so i just gave him money .
, that moey is sincere from my heart for him [:
, i love youu Syed Aqil Rifqi !
k larh . thats all for todae k .
, sorry if there is no pics .
, byebye .
, take care .
, good nitex .
[:
Thursday, December 3, 2009'♥
i love elmo! ♥
, life ? what is life ?
, i seriously find that my life is sometimes good , & sometimes bad .
, but i wonder why an outsider can understand my problems instead of my own family members ?
, sometimes it is very weird to think bout that .
, as for this holidays , i can say that my life is bad .
, seriously . i cant lie to myself .
, wanna noe why ???
~ people only find me when they have no one to be with .
, the most i hate is this ;
~ when people are not fulfilling their promises .
, that is the part i hate most .
, they DARE to promise but they are COWARD when they are told to fulfil the promise .
, sometimes , i am like that too .
, but honestly , i did not promise things that i really cant do .
, i noe that human in this world are not perfect .
, if youu noe that , WHY MUST YOU PROMISE THINGS THAT YOU CANT FULFIL ?
, CB larh !
, fed up siaa .
, was hoping it could be fun & we can enjoy together as i thought you guys were fulfil your promises , but it seems that it is so difficult for me to trust all you anymore .
, guess what ?
, i wont trust any of youu !
, i am sorry , but youu guys did it so many times & i think that there is no need to trust you guys anymore .
, firstly , i would like to say THANK YOU very much to PUTRI NUR AMIRAH for this pic .
, she is my lovely , sweety & cutipie cuzzy [:
, i love her so much .
, she was the one who make for me tis pic .
, nice rite ?
, of course larh [:
, i was shocked when she gave me tis pic .
, ouhh yeahh !
, she is wearing my favourite cartoon character shirt !!!!!
, ELMOOOOOO !
, thank you dear .
, hope to meet you soon k !
, k larh .
, short post for today k !
, good nite !
, take care !
[:
Wednesday, December 2, 2009'♥
i love elmo! ♥
, woke up around 9 again .
, played comp .
, bath .
, get ready & at 3 , go off from house .
, went to inter & took bus 38 to bedok south [ lions home ] .
, met mummy at the gate of the home as we are gonna visit grandpa .
, poor grandpa .
, he cant do anything .
, all he do is lying down ]:
, i hope u will really get well soon & be like last time k grandpa ?
, after that , me & mummy waled to the inter .
, went to the bank ~ go shing song ~ meet fidi [:
, we actually waited for kila , but since she is at tampines , we told her to wait there for bus 17 .
, me & fidi took 17 from inter , & met kila on the bus from where she was .
, where aree we goingg ?
, DOWNTOWN [:
, reached there , went to eat .
, after eating , wanted to go arcade but , we changed the plan & headed to Whitesand .
, i searched for things that have the cartoon character of DORA THE EXPLORER [:
, for my niece as her birthdae is coming !
, denden , there wasnt any of the cartoon .
, kila planned to go tampines to check at the TOY-r-US .
, bought one of it .
, den go to mac to slack for a while .
, i bought ice cream sundae !
, nenek was craving for porridge coz she is sick ]:
, poor nenek . get well soon ayee [:
, as it was reaching 9 pm soon , me & fidi headed home while nenek waited for her bro .
, me & fidi took mrt & stop at bedok .
, i took 225 , fidi took 14 & off we go .
, reached home at 9.27 pm [:
, was so tired , went to sleep .
, take care .
, byebye .
, good nitex !
[:
Tuesday, December 1, 2009'♥
i love elmo! ♥
, must be wondering why i upload the pic up there ?
, just to share with you guys , my favourite cartoon character is ELMOOOO [:
, cute rite ? i noe .... heheheh .
, yeahh , i love ELMO a lot !
, todae ?
, woke up around 9 plus .
, played comp .
, was too hungry , decided to text fidi & asked her wether she is free to teman me go & eat at the usual place [:
, den she called .
, planned to meet around 11.30 ?
, quickly do the chores , called mummy & off i go to have a bath .
, meet her , ate roti prata as usual .
, with a glass of water ~ honeydew [:
, atedrinktalk .
, denden , went to buy for the things that fidi was looking for .
, after that , went to shing song to buy tit-bits .
, sent fidi at the bus stop near my house & off i go when the bus came .
, reached home , sleep .
, no life siaa .
, boreddd ]:
, denden , mummy called & told me to wait for her at bedok inter .
, change my clothes & meet 2nd bro at inter too .
, went to eat at KFC [:
, saw SARABANGA !
, LOLLLLL .
, after that , we went to the M1 shop due to some reasons .
, den , went to watson to buy the dye for my hair .
, ~ medium brown ! [:
, cant wait !
, had a walked at the sports link to check the shoes & saw my cuzzy !
, after tired of walking , went home .
, reached home , talktalk with family .
, currently blogging .
, k la .
, byebye .
, take care .
, good nitex !
[:
actually this PE shirt is for sleeping . 
