, gosh , i am so stress bout 3 things rite now .
~ my future ?
~ my school ?
~ my family ?
~ my future > until when am i gonna be like this ? with the same behaviour & attitude ?
~ my school > i swear i am not prepared to take N LEVEL next year . i am not even ready to go sec 4 . why cant i concentrate to really , really study ?
~ my family > gosh ! the worst thing . one problem by one problem .
[ i swear that i am not ready . i am just a teenager . i dont understand anything at that point of time . i will see how you guys can . ]
, see , problems are all surrounding me .
, how am i gonna solve all this alone ?
, didnt they think bout my future ?
, i am so stress that i cant concentrate any single thing .
, my friends had been asking me to go out , but i just couldnt .
, all the nite before i went to sleep , there WILL alwaes be tears coming out from my eyes .
, but they dont noe .
, coz they thought that i am happy with watever they did to me .
, i will alwaes be in the wrong .
, they will alwaes be the correct one .
, when i think back , " GOD , PLEASE TAKE MY LIFE COZ I CANT BEAR TO BE IN THIS SITUATION ANYMORE . I AM TIRED . PLEASE GOD , I AM BEGGING YOU "
, i swear , this is hat i say before going to sleep .
, i am not kidding .
