Monday, March 15, 2010'♥
i love elmo! ♥
, firstly , sorry for not updating .
, dont ever think that my bloggy is dead .
, i just dont have the time to update .
, i actually wanted to say something that is more interesting bout my DOPES & DOLTS .
, but , nahhhh .
, the things that i had been gone through all this while .
, the attention i get from my love ones .
, its sad to talk bout it but i have to .
, i have no one to share my feelings to .
, thanx for the undertanding .
, sometimes , i feel fortunate to have my love ones beside me all the time .
, but , it hurts to see them hurt .
, i tried to get through it but i cant .
, maybe coz i love them too much .
, but , whenever im in need , its difficult for them to understand my problems .
, i need time to calm down , but they dont understand that .
, they are busy with their own things .
, i noe they have their own things to do , but why i can manage but they cant ?
, i just wonder why ?
, goshhhh , tears are rolling down my eyes .
, i just wanna say that i love them .
, but , i do NEED THE LOVE BACK FROM THEM .
, GOD is giving us the symbols that the world is gonna end soon .
, people dying , earthquakes , tsunami , babies that are born uniquely .
, arent you guys wonder why all this happen ?
, i had been dreaming to have babies when i grow up , to see how they talk , smile , walk & eat .
, but i wonder , will it happen ?
, i really , really , really hope so .
, so , lets pray hard to GOD to forgive the mistakes we had done & do remember to trust & believe HIM .
, im also trying to pray hard that GOD will forgive all my mistakes that i had done for the past years when i was born till now .
, i knew that i had done lots of mistakes especially to my love ones .
, i wanna change to be a better person & try to avoid from making sins .
, insyallah [:
, lastly , thanx alot to DOPES & DOLTS & to others who had wrote on the letter .
, thanx for being concern & care so much about my condition .
, appreciate it alot guys .
, THANK YOU VERY MUCH [:
, k la .
, until here first k .
, byebye .
, take care .
, assalammualaikum [:
